It's nearly been a year since I've posted anything of the sort, I've had some swell adventures, learned that I label the men in my life Beasts, Distractions, and Potential Beasts.
There's been a lot of learning about myself happening, the do's and don't of that casual FWB(Friends with benefits, or Fuck Buddies) That many of us seem drawn towards experiencing.
I find that I can handle such a relationship, yet I get thrown askew when the male part of the equation decides to do things that can be considered cute or endearing. I'll probably create a few posts titled "Beastly adventures" To rid my system once and for all of all the thoughts I have of him my first and hopefully not only Man Beast. Lust can be a suffocating thing, a welcome overwhelming distraction, though it seems to leave one wanting more, eternally unsatisfied, yet pleased enough to keep wanting. The ultimate drug it's what seems to lead humanity on at least in my eyes.
